Rev. Jayne Howard Feldman’s
Angelic Newsletter
August/September 2006
HAPPY “BE AN ANGEL DAY”2006!
Dear Angel Friends:
Tuesday, August 22nd is the 14th Annual BE AN ANGEL DAY CELEBRATION. Do one small act of service for someone; be a blessing in someone’s life.
Special Thanks:
A special thank to everyone who abundantly blessed The Spiritual Center and myself through your support of our retreat weekends this summer. Thank you, thank you, thank you.
No one serves alone and I am eternally grateful to everyone who supports me through scheduling readings, hosting me for classes, reading parties, HA HA subscriptions, product purchases, etc. You are truly blessings in my life. Thank you for being my angels.
All of us have probably had past lives involving a “barn-raising,” i.e. as members of a community we helped to raise a barn for a neighbor, or a monastery for a community. This lifetime we have come to participate in “earth-raising”; i.e. as members of the earth community we are helping to raise the earth’s vibration. We are here to raise our own vibration first and in so doing, raise the earth’s as well. We are opening to experiencing ourselves in a totally new way.
An amazing reality is taking shape. The reality of experiencing dying while we are still alive and remaining in our physical bodies. Think about your own life. Aren’t you finding that you are releasing, releasing, releasing in all areas of your life? You are releasing possessions, property, friends, - anything that must “die” in your consciousness and your existence in order for you to birth your quantum identity.
There are energy shifts that are occurring that are supportive of our quantum identity birthing process. The Sun “force” is blasting us out of old forms. As I am writing this, the Sun is literally turning up the heat as many parts of our country are experiencing record highs in summer temperatures. Solar flares are really energy surges or energy infusions that are pushing out old energies. It is a form of transmutation by fire.
Get used to letting go, undoing, releasing, detaching, leaving, purging, emptying. Give it up. Give it up. Give it all up. In my class: Making the Darkness Conscious, I guide participants through an exercise with the Black Madonna where they are asked what one thing in their life do they believe they absolutely could not give up. In Anthony Robbins empowerment courses he teaches, “What you think you cannot do; you must do.” The darkness exercise is similar in that what you think you absolutely cannot give up, you must give up as offering to the divine. You cannot hold anything back. You give what you treasure the most – for many people it is their children.
In the Bible Abraham has such an experience when God instructs Abraham “take your son, your only son Isaac, whom you love, and offer him there as a burnt offering.” Notice the ritual is utilizing fire.
As Abraham stretched out his hand and took the knife to slay his son Isaac, God stops him. It was never was about Isaac. It was about whether or not Abraham would withhold anything from God. As instructed by God, Abraham makes a fire sacrifice to God of a ram. Abraham names the location of this fire ritual The Place Where God Will Provide. A similar ritual is going on inside of each of us and we are being asked to place into the fire everything we treasure and have convinced ourselves we could not live without.
Think about the little ways and big ways we withhold energies and in doing so we avoid absolute mergence with the divine. We are being asked to surrender all that we have in order to make a quantum leap into trust in the divine. We are leaping into the place where God will provide; there’s just a part of us that’s not totally convinced of that so just in case we want to hold on to what we believe is our life, i.e. children.
I have to also share that one thing I think is really important in these accelerated times is that we stop kidding ourselves that we understand “light”. There is a birthing of a light that none of us have ever experienced or have a clue about. I take comfort in joining vibrationally those who have gone before me and have sat in the darkness, i.e. in monasteries, and in caves, and kept a night vigil waiting in absolute humility for the “light”.
Needless to say we are not easily relinquishing our old identities. And so the divine has sent help. The help is to assist you in breaking down the old; destroying the old; dying to the old. I wish I could tell you that the assistance is in the form of beautiful angel with a magic wand who touches you and says, “Poof. You are a quantum being.”
Nice thought. Just doesn’t work for beings whose world has been bombarded with illusionary images such as commercials that project the idea that “Coca Cola is the real thing”.
So the help comes disguised in the form of that which appears to be a “bummer” experience. Extreme exhaustion. Being fatigued doesn’t feel good; however, it does get you to stop your merry-go-round reality. Challenges to your health . Loss; can be loss of health, possessions, relationships. The feeling that nothing you are doing is working. If it were working, you would be in the space of continuous “doing”. A feeling of depression, loss of identity. Think about every “bummer” sensation you are having in your life right now and even in all the uncertainty of what the heck is going on, be assured you are quantum leaping.
At the end of our driveway we have had two beautiful signs that identified our property. A week ago someone stole one of them. First we had to grow through our being upset that someone had done this. Then we detached from the signs and asked spirit, “Ok, so what is the quantum message here.” The angels replied: Space created for new sign. That’s a message for our micro-reality; yes, we do now have space to develop a new sign for our home; as well as our macro-reality; yes, the universe is coming at all of us with new signs and we need to let go of being attached to old signs in order to be ready, willing and able to see the new signs.
I am going to share with you some of the ways we are being “helped” to release the old identity of who we think we are:
Depression/feeling like you cannot move yourself; food craziness/weight craziness/joint pains/back pains/headaches/skin eruptions/rashes/eye adjustments/roller coast emotions/night sweats/hot flashes/super zany dreams/loss of time/feeling like you are a walking talking black hole/feeling stressed out/feeling like you are going to “blow” like a volcanoe/anxiety/body stiffness/difficulty remember what you did a day ago/having out of body experiences/ heightened sensitivities/a feeling of wanting to be “out of here”/feeling energy shifting or movement/a feeling of not caring about anything/feeling overwhelmed by everything/lethargic/feeling like you want to hibernate in summer/feeling hot and cannot get cool/feeling cold and cannot get warm..just to name a few. Are we having fun or what?!
So what’s a transforming human to do to help himself/herself through this leap time? Be kind to yourself. Do less in your life. Limit demands on yourself. Care for yourself by taking naps; getting extra rest. Don’t feel guilty when you stop “doing, doing, doing” and rest. Drink lots of water. Take walks in nature. Do gentle movement exercises such as yoga. Release “high maintenance” people from your life. Save energy. Be still and listen to God. Say affirmations such as: I am letting go of all that is no longer useful and purposeful to my divine identity. Pray daily. Have support systems – supportive friends; supportive life enhancement/spiritual groups. Keep your lifestyle simple. Reduce possessions and unnecessary obligations. Have healthy boundaries. Support yourself in all that aligns you with goodness. Live in the now. Commune with the angels. Disconnect from dramas. Laugh a lot.
In writing this newsletter, and sharing with you the “Bummer” experiences that are really occurring in all our lives to support our soul’s quantum growth, I thought of where in the nature kingdom we see the word “BUM”. I immediately thought of the BUM-BLE BEE. I looked up bumble bee and the name means “a bee that hums” – bumble describes humming. In researching the bumble bee as a totem, I found that they carry the power of service. They are important pollinators of many plants. As a bee lands upon one flower, collecting its nectar, pollen also attaches itself to the leg fibers. It is then transferred to other flowers, creating a fertilization process. Their movement from one plant to another symbolizes the interconnectedness of all living things. The bumblebee is a messenger that holds the secrets of life and service. Could it bee that the bumbles that are happening are helping us to be still and hear the hum of eternity. Pay attention when bumble bees cross your path; they could be quantum angels in disguise. Pay attention life happenings that cause you to cry out, “What a bummer!” Stop. Be still. Listen to the hum.
Perhaps a sequel to the recent movie: What the Bleep Do We Know ? could be - What the Buzz Do We Know?
Angelic Blessings, Jayne
Jayne Howard Feldman
44 years of communing with angels
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